Monday, November 30, 2009

All the best =)

Tommorow is the day, all the best =)

Tatoo

Love this song sooo much,
Esspecially the lyrics, haha!
Read it without music then you will understand what I try to talking about !

Jordin Sparks - Tattoo
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

Last day.

Oh god, today is last day to let me preparing for my akaun's paper.
Kinda nervous actually.
This few day keep on revision until morning .
Arhh,quite headache ,really lack of sleep

As usual,
Yesterday still went to MCD do my revision for akaun again,
The more question that I solve ,I seems like become lack of confidence,why?
Idk,really.
Maybe I quite nervous about that.
But i really did try my best to get this paper.
Errr,
MCD coffee is good,but quite disgusting when keep on drinking for few days.

But I quite falling in love with MCD while early in the morning.



Balapapapa I loving it !


As Ms.Tan said :
Good Luck to who not well prepared,
All the Best to who ready to score this paper.
P E A C E ! ;)

回忆,总是苦涩的。

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Ak.


Revision Akaun with Jack until 5am something,
Oh god, I guess I really must working hard on this, kinda make me headache.
Nowadays when I smell MacD coffee, Just feel like vomiting, yuckss!
Actually I wish to eat Prosperity burger about 2am something,
But I look at my tummy, and check it out my wallet,
All I can say is, FORGET ABOUT THAT .haha
After that we plan to watch sunrise somewhere near empangan Air Itam cause my brain just totally stuck by Akaun's format .
We wait and expect the perfect sunrise will smile to us ,but.. we waiti until 7.30am something, I really speechless so I just simply said :Good Morning , Cause...
The sun seems like hide here and there and never allowed us to see HIM when he is naked.LOL
Okay , fine, atleast I can capture some photo that CONSIDER AS sunrise.
Jack, don't You agree too?LOL
GOOD MORNING ! [capture by my new Fannie,]
Holly Mama, we just skip tuition cause of we promised each other just sleep 30 minutes only,and we woke up at 11.45am.
What a day, thanks for the time, friend =)

Arhh , many of my friends start planing what to do after SPM,some people might go for travel, go for working.
Errr, for me.
1st thing I gonna do is throw away a name that hang on my body with me about 5 years in my secodary school
: Fatty , Dua Bui Kia , Si Dua Bui .
Arrhhh , sick of that.

I wan keep fit to throw those name away,If other people could change into better, Why I can't?Wish to fight those evil away, KFC , MCD, PIZZA ....
and ofcourse try not to "lim kopi" with JS , LMAO

I need is time and effort,
Last time I not really work hard about that,cause not really have something make me feel like i must being better ,
but something did push me up for this time, I must throw those fat tissue away, I gonna make a new life that make myself fresh.
Ofcourse not to forget my hair treatment, my hair totally messed up with zebra line, LOL.

But I seems like thinking too much, cause still 5 papers to go ,
I can't let something hit me down ,really.
Gambateh , Chia Chiun Hang.
When you are rich, she will be your bitch x) .hahah!

Megan Fox , here I come !


err time to revision Ak, see ya guys !

Thursday, November 26, 2009

E.Q.


Recently I just seems like easy to get mad,
also easy to be very high in some weird situation.
I guess I fall back to last time, I can't really control my emotional again.
Damn, Pressure or that is something else make me like this?
I guess I need a DEEP DEEP breath and sweet dream to let me get over this !
What wrong with me?I seems like losing my social skills, I don't want back to last time...
"(....

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Headache

Arh, having a serious headache this afternoon.
Felt almost fainted , skip for the akaun tuition.
After a nap about few hour that's much better.
I guess lack of sleep make my head gonna burst soon.

I'm the one who always talking about someone attitude sick,
I guess due to some reason I'm the one really sick now.
Someone said I begging for sympathy, I'm speechless , really.
I won't show my weakness in front of her actually.
Recently just don't wish to be alone,I need friendsss !
People always ask me, If time could rewind,What is the time that u wish to went back?
back to April 4th will do , seriously I miss the day =) haha.

Fat Boy, you are so sick.



Akaun ,Akaun ! arh !

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

SPM

Finally , I could throw away 5 subjects of books, yeah.
I don't know why?I don't really excited about that.
I did fight hard for my Math for this week.
I just don't know why I just don't have the mood for my Moral's paper.
I try my best keep study the 36 moral nilai again and again.
I just don't know why I could be a jerk like that, FURK !
I guess my moral's paper just atleast could take c6,Sorry my bad.
Totally gone moodless yesterday , damn .

I don't wish this happen again during my SPM, really.
Akaun, Science ,Bc for next weeek.

Life is fun ;but Life is unfair ...=)


Random

贱人 温力铭

喜欢你却没能放低
还是你我也始终总不适合你
不可一起我与你已不在一起

Monday, November 23, 2009

Sorry, my bad.

I know I did make a decision that accidently hurt someone,
Sorry , my bad.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

SPM - second week.

Finally I'm back to here .
Totally exhausted for my SPM .
So Watch 2012 with my gangs at Friday.
I just long time dint taste smell of pop-corn ! haha.

Errrr,
nothing much, still fight my math paper.
Really wish can get A in SPM.
For the trial exam , I did work hard but I only take result that make me soo dissapointed.
I wish this time won't again please.

Recently just kinda Eat --> Study -->Sleep
When I was in school someone tell me, Hang You seems FAT !
ARRRHH!!!
No way , I don't want back to last time !
But....
I hate my sister so much.
She just bough some snack that destroy my minded of keep fit, the taste really awesome !

HELLO PANDA


IMY =)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Good Luck,

Hmm,
Tommorow is the day.
Thanks for all the wishes.
Finally I could sit down and create a new post here.
Totally exhausted for today.
Good Luck for my guys and my friends .
Night everyone.=)



Last,wish besttie Ah Jai , Happy Birthday.
Other than wish you and your PP work hard together,
I really dont know what is important in her life anymore.

haha!

冲冲冲!



who care??
冲冲冲冲冲冲冲冲冲冲冲冲!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Perfect Sunday

I fall in sleep at about 4am something,cause chat with my Primary school 's friend.
Wake up at 9 something for B.ball-ing.
After that Jack ask me to accompany him for buying 2012 ticket movie.
I guess we arrived at 11.00 something,

but guess how many people Q-up for buying this movie's ticket?
Holly SHIT.



Having Dinner with my Family for celebrating cousin's birthday .
I don't really care for other,I just fall in love with those little thing.


Oyster


Cup cake for cousin.*actually there was 6 cakes, due to cousin's action too fast i cant even take others.
Random ,
牵你的手 人群里慢慢走,
我们手中 藏有全宇宙
我曾拥有你 真叫我心酸
我爱着谁
爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁
能够把我让我变不对
你不会累
但我却爱你爱得好累...
你对我说 我们只是擦肩而过

爱很简单 陶吉吉
忘了是怎么开始 也许就是对你
有一种感觉
忽然间发现自己 已深深爱上你
真的很简单

Countdow spm :
2 days.

LMAO


I never point my finger on my brand new LCD x) hoho!
Damn,
I just did it early in the morning==
Fuck, What a man, What a world.
Come out from your own world,don't be so messed up.
He's sick.
Totally sick.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

KeyChain!

Finally today I can sleep until 11 something ! hahaha
Hmmm,
Thanks for the present from Winnie,as you said ,
Our friendship is PRICELESS !


This is Bday present From Yujie and Liyong.
The Old.

Finally I could change a new keychain,haha!
That keychain that LX gave already 'CHAN' ka scary !
My wallet just really empty recently so I cant fixed it =([ thanks to the guy who always text to have a drink, fuck you man !]
haha, but that's proving something I always wish to do.
I guess I make it,THE REAL STEP!
woots , new keychain , ROCKS !

Not to forget Congraz Ah Yue took champion in her dance competition,
Mang Ai Gao !



Countdown to SPM,
3 days.

My Hair is coming back ! woot,
Just remember I absent hair treatment for such long time,Gai.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Praying,!

Early in the morning went to praying with Js , Jack ,Aijing, and wei chiet.
Errr,nothing special.
But really enjoy when chit-chat in KOPITIAM !
After that rush here and there just for photostating paper for my friend,
How kind I'm?
muahahah!


Study hard! usssshhh!
Countdown for SPM,
4 days !
Empat hari !


Jennifer's Body


Oh hell,
After 4 hour of study Komsas,
I told myself that : I need something fresh my mind.
So decided Text YJ ! haha
But it seems cant sastified me.
Finally I still cant fight the evil which name , PC.
I figure out there is a movie.WOoot!


Jennifer's Body !

Can't believe it just so fast I can watch in PPS.Thanks MaMa for buying me a computer.LOL
Hmm If you ask me about comment to this movie.
Well, Should I'm hunted by Jennifer cause I'm really oily .LMAO!
Or I should say hot's girl are Evil?

hhaha,
Honestly it should name as Megan Fox's body,
Cause selling point of this movie not the story but Megan Fox's body and those kissing scene .
Fine, I still have to admit she's hot !
Going to hang out with my guy early in the morning for Praying?haha
Night everyone ,
Night Jennifer !

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Yf's party !

11.11.09 Wednesday
EC give text me for attend yf's birthday celebration.
Well, its kinda fun.
Let's photo speak !



The present.LMAO==


The Cake.



The Birthday girl, YF !






Group shot's


Classmate , Ryugene =)


Besttie, Liyong.

Charlene =)

haha, thanks for the time, Friends=)

err,but I felt kinda guilty din't join the test in school today,Hmm.
Lazyness ,Damn it.


While I was study-ing ,someone tagged me few photo in FB,
Hmmm,
That's such a memory in our trip ,
But it is last time I guess=(
Its okay, still the same, thanks for the time Friends!

My face look like WTF,I admit that,
but...so what? =)






Countdown for SPM,
5 days,
CHEONG FOR BM!
Bahasa Melayu saya hebat sangat,
kau percaya kah?xD

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Dream, Sucks !

Oh god , early in the morning .
The memory just flashed back like a movie .
From the day we know each , we care each other until we...
Just realised all it just happen in my dream .I trying mybest not to remember that.
Why do this keep pop-ing up?
HELL.

I just realised I can totally ignored her in real life,but why in dream?
Don't happen to me again ,please ,
I just wana focus my SPM, Really..
Arh, memory? .I hate that seriously.

I knew she no longer will view my blog anymore,So i just split everything here.
If anyone saw this post ,just shhhh dont tell her.


Shermine
Penny
Michelle

I just trying hard to love you girls then others!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Its easy !

I was totally upset about yesterday, But thanks for everyone keep console me.
I will be fine =)
Hahah, this is the 6th day ! It wasn't so hard as I think .
I will keep going !
Early in the morning went to "ban san"with my friends bought some pants,
Its fun ! haha..

haha, Going to study soon, arh!
Pressure seriously.
Not really wan to show people effort I paid,I just affraid result will disspointed me just like yesterday ..
aaaa!

Monday, November 9, 2009

Failure...

Did you guys try before when you paying much effort to done something.
But at last its just dissapoint you ?
OMG,
I such a long time don't have this feeling .
Today I feel it again.
Just realised in my life don't really have much chances to feel that?
DAMN!

I don't wish this failure happen in SPM .

stickgal















Errr , just figure out a blog ,
Hmm, I kinda like it , found that is intrested . CLICK IT
Go and view it ya
I pi study dy.muahahah~

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Sunday, November 8, 2009

Love? LMAO ! hahaha!

Just hang out with my gang again ,
Went to GP for Man's talk! muaahah
Bump into FAN DEE,he 's friendly I admit that!
haha
Hell , I just don't know how to express my mood today !
Just feeling GOOD !
haha!
GIRL , LOVE?I dont feel like need it now.
when I see some couples , Just feeling how lucky I'm.
With the wrong person, sucks .
All I need is time & effort fight for my spm.
Spm aroud the corner , fight !
I fight for myself ,AIM !

Friday, November 6, 2009

Morning like that..

Early in the morning again ,
Just prepared myself for the breakfast later .
After messaging with Ah Ruo,I listen song in the room ,I heard about some song ,Some song I never forget about the feeling !haha , I just changed it in speed 0.001m/s!Buahaha .
I have been forcing myself this few day , I hope its really work.
Today is last day of F5 student should go to school , how many days that we still can meet..?
Good luck and all the best in your life .... =)!


Forcing myself ain't let me feel good ,
But its better that keep sufferig myself bang into some relation that totally not suit for me .
Sorry for those people I hurted when I was in love ,
Sorry..
SPM come to me BABY ! I 'm trying hard to EAT YOU UP!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Random

Early in the morning having breakfast with my gang of friend,
as usual they went to school ,and I went back my house .
Still same, make some revision, math question, bla bla bla bla ...
That's little different today,
I doing my revision without texting ,
Uhmmm,first step?Wish so !
Actually I'm curious is lonelyness make us missing someone?
or
You are really just cant leave your eyes out of he/she?
I keep texting other while I 'm free , Did it work?
haha, Who care ?atleast I feel good .

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

day by day

I woke up early in the morning , having breakfast with JKang n Jsheng .
But they went to school , and I went home . haha !
I start doing my math , oh fuck something just like stuck in my heart .
This feeling keep come everyday in this half of the year .I dont know what push me to in this situation , I really dont know..
But I still trying hard done 2 set of my math paper ,after that I really exhausted.
Something dint scream out loud , I really dont know how to pass my time while I am alone.
It have been half year , I just realise acting happy wasn't easy ...
I really speechless , haha.

haha,I understand letting go someone wasn't easy .
So do you huh?
I really try all the best I can ?Did I?

Just realised I consider a good guy?Laugh my fucking ass off !

I guess I'm in love , but my love not available .I know kinda cissy when a guy say so ==!

But just the wrong timing, wrong person , wrong way .

Monday, November 2, 2009

You?

Haha , People always said : I will be waiting for you .
But how many people really can done it without get back anything.
Friend always teach me how to remove someone from heart.
Sorry , now I focus on SPM dulu! My mum gonna cry when listen about it .xD



Let's Work hard together , you can did it.
To You and ME
Don't cry, I'm here for you !

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Random


Photo take randomly,

*I'm out of focus due to my head is shining !

Friday
Wake up early in the morning , and I scream out loud , I graduated from Heng Ee High school today !
wohoo !
But feeling weird when think about leaving all my friends , and teacher .Esspecially my gang .
I thought this graduation day might be bored , Well Ah Hong hit us up! haha

After that , I going to QB to celebrating we are free from JAIL!
We went to skating in QB , arh! i hate it most =>

Saturday
Early in the morning went to akaun tuition in School .
Arh , I just feeling tired of preparing SPM.
In the night , went to mk's birthday party with my gang.
Many people said that's a sweet night for me,but I dont really know how to express my feel.
Err, sorry she is my Ex and we are best friend status for NOW.
Anyway , Happy Birthday, MK
Sunday
Went to Qing Tian study for few an hour in the afternooon.
Dated Lixiang for a movie , well that's kinda nice.
Talk's lot , thanks for the time !
who care for those bullshit comment,no one judge me .