Weird ?

Just did something stupid on MSN.
Well,kind of lame way .
Deleted contact while she's there.
Added back contact after she's off.
Well,I just affraid of bad feeling coming back.
I saw her personal message,
its just kind of grieved.
so,
While thinking of her,try to study ,Chat with friends.
Well,thing seems like getting better and better.
Guys,I did take my 1st step,
Do cheer for me ?

I was like went out for supper this few days with friends.
Fuck,better stop that,I don't want back to last time.

Love,really just keep going within expired day?
Well I doesn't think so,
Just felt like every relation ended up with sadness.
I guess is my own problem?
Last,
I wish every pair of couple lasting long.
Esspecially for,
Jack & Nickie.
Kang & Theng.
&

Her & Him